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Site Update 3: Nepali post

Site Update #3: One-click Access to All Nepali Posts

1. A Dedicated Page for All Posts in Nepali

As announced previously, we’ve now launched a dedicated page for all Nepali posts.

You can access this page directly from the homepage by clicking the Nepali icon or the “Read Posts Published in Nepali” button (see the demo video below).

Click the Nepali icon or the “Read Posts Published in Nepali” button on the homepage to directly access the page dedicated to posts in Nepali

2. Post Navigation with Pagination

To improve navigation and reduce endless scrolling, we’ve implemented a clean pagination system. The first page displays the 10 most recent posts; clicking “Next” or any page number will load the next set (see the demo video below).

You can now navigate the posts using the post navigation feature

The layout has also been enhanced since last week:

  • Thumbnails have consistent size
  • Spacing between posts has been standardized

Note: If you notice irregular gaps, it’s likely due to ads failing to load during our ongoing AdSense experiments.

3. Ongoing Ad Experiments

We’re currently running an AdSense experiment that has been active for 17 days. This may result in visitors seeing different ad placements or content.

We appreciate your patience as the system tests variations. Once the experiment concludes, ad display should stabilize across devices.

A screenshot of Google AdSense experiment page
An ongoing experiment on AdSense

4. Smarter Schedule Widget

Our Weekly Schedule widget in the sidebar is now interactive. You can click on each listed day to directly access the respective post.

We’ve also updated our publishing calendar:

  • Site updates every Sunday
  • Opinion columns every Monday

This change is designed to help readers follow new content more predictably.


That wraps up this week’s update.
Thank you for being part of this journey. More improvements are on the way — until then, happy reading!

An illustration of Ralph by Andrés Vera Martínez

Ralph and the Failure of Western Idealism in Lord of the Flies

William Golding’s Lord of the Flies is often interpreted as a grim allegory of civilisation versus savagery. At its centre stands Ralph—a fair-haired, charismatic boy elected as the island’s first leader. Ralph represents order, reason, and the ideals of democratic leadership. But beneath his moral posture lies a character riddled with contradictions, blind spots, and, ultimately, helplessness. This article explores Ralph not as a straightforward hero but as a symbol of Western liberal ideals, whose failure mirrors real-world political collapses and moral compromises.

Ralph as illustrated by Andrés Vera Martínez
Illustration of Ralph by Andrés Vera Martínez

1. The Charismatic Beginning

William Golding establishes Ralph as an athletic and charming boy early on:

You could see now that he might make a boxer, … but there was a mildness about his mouth and eyes that proclaimed no devil.

— Chapter 1 (Page 5)

Ralph does not have much intellect, however. When he and Piggy find a shell on the beach, Ralph almost ignores it as an ordinary stone. Only when Piggy tells him it is a conch and that it can be used to call other survivors does he dig it up. Moreover, Piggy has to explain to him how to blow. As the sound of the conch summons the other boys scattered on the island, the boys look at him with awe. And when Ralph calls for an election for the chief, almost everyone approves of him. As Golding notes:

This toy of voting was almost as pleasing as the conch. Jack started to protest but the clamour changed from the general wish for a chief to an election by acclaim of Ralph himself. None of the boys could have found good reason for this; what intelligence has been shown was traceable to Piggy while the most obvious leader was Jack. But there was a stillness about Ralph as he sat that marked him out: there was his size, and attractive appearance; and most obscurely, yet most powerfully, there was the conch. The being that had blown that, had sat waiting for them on the platform with the delicate thing balanced on his knees, was set apart.

— Chapter 1 (Page 19)

Ralph is chosen as chief not because of his intellect or vision, but because of his appearance and presence. The boys are drawn to his aura rather than his leadership skills or his policy. In essence, Golding sets him up as a charismatic leader who is doomed to fail once that charisma fades.

2. Civilization without Compassion

Ralph’s leadership is built on rational goals: maintaining the signal fire, building shelters, and holding assemblies. However, his form of governance is structural but emotionally detached. Nor does he cherish intellect. The evidence can be seen early.

Ralph’s early mockery of Piggy—repeating his nickname, scoffing at his asthma—might seem harmless, but it establishes a hierarchy where intellect and vulnerability are ridiculed. Even his language (e.g., “Sucks to your auntie!” and “Sucks to your ass-mar!”) reveals how casual words reinforce social power. Though he later grows to respect Piggy, these small cruelties contribute to Piggy’s marginalisation.

Furthermore, he enjoys teasing Piggy, revealing an early alignment with the boys’ social hierarchy rather than justice.

“Piggy was a bore; his fat, his ass-mar and his matter-of-fact ideas were dull; but there was always a little pleasure to be got out of pulling his leg, even if one did it by accident.”

— Chapter 4 (Page 69)

Ralph is not a tyrant like Jack—but he is a bystander who benefits from unjust structures, at least initially.

Ralph also betrays subtle cruelty and prejudice when he:

  • dismisses the littluns’ fears of the “beast” instead of addressing them empathetically;
  • pays no attention to their discomfort (like sitting on a broken log (Chapter 5, Page 83)).
  • underestimates how fear, hunger, and myth shape behaviour more than logic does.

These oversights foreshadow the collapse of his authority.

3. A Leader Who Cannot Protect

Ralph builds shelter for the boys and offers protection from the weather, but when it comes to safeguarding the littluns or Piggy, he fails.

As previously stated, Ralph slams those who talk of the beast. Even though Sam and Eric (Samneric) had run away from the “Beast from the Air”, he does not set out to check out immediately or provide for protection of the others.

Meanwhile, the turning point in his leadership arrives when Jack strikes Piggy and breaks his glass. Ralph cannot prevent this act of violence. He shouts, accuses, but refuses to fight. He shuns himself for losing his cool. This shows that his moral authority lacks enforcement and his pacifism, while noble, enables further violence—Piggy’s eventual murder and his own persecution.

This failure parallels liberal democracies that falter in the face of rising authoritarianism, clinging to procedure as the world burns.

4. The Limits of Rationalism: The Beast and the Dark

Although Ralph insists the beast isn’t real, he too flees in terror when he sees the dead parachutist on the mountain. This moment is symbolic:

  • It exposes the limits of Enlightenment rationality when faced with visceral, irrational fear.
  • Ralph, like many liberal leaders, talks of reason but cannot confront the beast—within or without.

Unlike Simon, who seeks understanding, Ralph tries to suppress fear through order—and fails.

5. The Grown-Ups He Both Rejects and Needs

Ralph begins the story thrilled at the absence of adults, yet constantly reaches for them:

  • He dreams of his father’s ship rescuing them.
  • He insists on the signal fire as a way to restore contact with civilization.

This contradiction—yearning for autonomy but craving rescue—mirrors post-revolution societies and liberal states that seek freedom but collapse under the burden of self-rule.

6. Collapse and Awakening

By the end, Ralph is no longer a chief but a hunted animal. Jack has replaced democratic order with fear-based rule. Ralph finally understands the cost of all the small compromises, blind spots, and his own emotional detachment. He misses Piggy’s intellect, Simon’s kindness, and Samneric’s moral standing.

When the naval officer arrives, Ralph breaks down—not in relief, but in grief:

“Ralph wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of man’s heart…”

Conclusion: Ralph as the Tragic Symbol of Failed Idealism

Ralph is not evil, nor foolish. He is a sincere, flawed idealist who tries to do good without fully understanding the emotional and structural forces around him. Through Ralph, Golding suggests that:

  • Civilization cannot survive on structure alone—it requires empathy, courage, and the will to confront darkness.
  • Without recognizing the beast within ourselves, even the best systems will fall.
  • And sometimes, when good men do nothing, the worst rise to power.

In that sense, Ralph’s failure is not just personal—it’s civilizational. He is not just a boy weeping for innocence lost; he is the last flicker of hope in a world that believed order alone could tame chaos.

She hates me

Satya – Part One: She Hates Me

I can’t trust her. I want to, but I can’t. How much time have you spent with her? Occasional “Hi” and “Hello,” and a few sips of tea together. Is that enough to know her? I have spent eight years with her. She was my girlfriend before I married her four years ago. I know her better than you do. I have seen her beyond her smiles and sweet gestures. I know she hates me so much that she wants to kill me.

I have a vivid picture of the day she began hating me. That day, job hunting had exhausted me. The interview had gone awkwardly, and I had left before I could make a positive impression. I had slouched myself on the couch and tuned in to a cricket match on TV, but it was so dull that I was falling back to bad memories of the day. She came in, sat beside me, and said, “I saw a handbag while returning home. I wanted it so much, but I didn’t have enough money.”

“I wish I could give you some. But I don’t have much. There are other things to do, too. And my search for a job does not seem to end.”

I sighed. Kalpana said, “Don’t worry, Satya. Everything will be alright.”

“I wish I could get the bag for you.”

“You said that,” she smiled. “It’s more than enough for me. I don’t want it.”

“I wish I could give it to you. A man is supposed to provide, isn’t he? What am I if I can’t even do that?” I covered my face in shame. “I wish I could give you everything you want, but I can’t. I’m sorry I’ve ruined your life, Kalpana. I’m so sorry.”

“No, Satya. You haven’t ruined my life. You have blessed me with your love. I don’t want anything else.” She held my hand and kissed it. “You might not be rich, but you have a good heart. That’s why I love you.”

“I doubt I am a nice man, Kalpana. And… being rich would help, wouldn’t it? Even a job with a small salary would be a blessing. I should not have quit that job. I would not have become a burden upon you and my parents.”

“You’re giving your best, Satya. You left that job because they did not respect you. You’ll find another place where your potential will be better recognised. I’m also earning something by teaching. Baba and Mamu are supporting us. We’re not on the street; we are not dying of hunger. Once you get a job, things will get better.”

“Still, I’m worried. I don’t want to live off your income. And it does not feel right that you’re working while I’m spending your money.”

“Don’t think of it as right or wrong. We’re partners for life, Satya.” She turned my head towards her. “We must support each other. I’m supporting you while you’re at your lowest. You’ll support me when I fall.”

“I’m scared I can’t support you.”

“I know you’re troubled because I’m earning. But if you were earning and I was living off your income, would I be worried? I’d not.”

“Why should you bring that up? It’s a different matter.”

“How is it different? It’s the same. Only the roles have changed.”

“No, it isn’t the same.”

She smiled, albeit with questioning eyes. “You’re not serious, are you?”

“Yes, I am.”

Her smile transformed into a frown. “I can’t believe you’re saying this, Satya.”

“Well, I’ve said it. You’ve heard it.”

“I never thought your ego would get over you.” She stood up from the couch looking at me with disgust. “I always thought you could control it. But here you are.”

“What’s wrong in saying I want to earn, huh?” I raised my voice. “Why are you making a hill out of a mole?”

“It’s not only about earning, Satya. You need help. You think being a man means never needing help? I know you’re feeling low. But you don’t need to feel that way. I’m here.”

“Yeah, I have been feeling low,” I said, raising my voice, “But you don’t need to remind me. And you can’t do anything to help me.”

“I am just trying to help you.”

“STOP IT, Kalpana! I don’t need anyone’s help. I created the problem, and I will solve it.”

“Why are you screaming, Satya? What have I done?”

I could not stand her voice. I got off the couch and slapped her hard. She looked at me in shock as tears flowed down her cheeks. She then covered her face and started sobbing.

I immediately regretted hitting her and making her cry. I kneeled before her, grabbed her shoulders and said, “I’m sorry, Kalpana. I’m a bad guy, Kalpana.” I caught her hands and made her slap me, “Hit me, Kalpana. I deserve it.”

She pulled her hands and cried even more. I apologized many times. I tickled her and made attempts to talk to her, but she would neither smile nor talk. Furious at her and myself, I kicked the couch and barged out of the room. She did not stop me. I went to the roof and gazed at the stars thinking of the things I had done. I cried for a while. The night breeze helped me cool down. I don’t know how long I stayed there, but when I went back to the room, the lights were on, the TV was running, and on the bed, Kalpana was fast asleep.

We did not talk about it the next day. We haven’t talked about it yet. It’s too embarrassing, you know. But I know she still remembers that slap. She hates me. I can see it in her silence. And one day, she will kill me. I’m sure of it.

Part Two →

An image showing inequalities in different steps despite equality before the law

Does True Equality Exist in Nepal?

Constitution Study #7: A Deep Dive into Article 18 and the Struggle for Real Equality

Aspirations of equality—the state of having equal status and opportunities—inspired a decade-long armed revolution from 1996 to 2006. The civil war promised to end inequalities brought about by systematic and social discrimination, nominal decentralisation, and the lack of fair political and economic opportunities. Yet biases and persecution based on gender, caste, religion, and economic class persist.

Are we really equal? What does the Constitution of Nepal say? What is happening in practice? If the constitution guarantees equality before the law, why do inequalities remain?

1. Article 18: The Promise of Equality

Article 18 of the Constitution of Nepal guarantees the Right to Equality:

(1) All citizens shall be equal before law. No one shall be denied the equal protection of law.

This provision aligns with the Right to Live with Dignity (Article 16), which we discussed previously.

Article 18 further asserts:

(2) No discrimination shall be made in the application of general laws on grounds of origin, religion, race, caste, tribe, sex, physical condition, disability, condition of health, marital status, pregnancy, economic condition, language or
region, ideological conviction or on similar other grounds.

(3) The State shall not discriminate among citizens on grounds of origin, religion, race, caste, tribe, sex, economic condition, language, region, ideological conviction or on similar other grounds.

The prevention of discrimination is further reinforced through Article 24. It bans discrimination and untouchability in any private and public places, including workplace, production and distribution of goods, services, and facilities, and even criminalises such actions.

This does not, however, prevent the State from making special legal provisions for the protection and empowerment of groups facing historical or structural disadvantages—such as women, Dalits, indigenous nationalities, Madhesi, Tharu, Muslims, persons with disabilities, backward regions, gender minorities, and even indigent Khas Arya.

Such special provisions, enshrined in the Article 18 (3) reappear in the rights of women (Art. 38), children (Art. 39), Dalits (Art. 40), senior citizens (Art. 41), the Right to Social Justice (Art. 42), and the Right to Social Security (Art. 43), proportional representation in the parliament, and allocation of spots for a woman and a Dalit woman in the Wards of Local Bodies.

Article 18 also eliminates gender discrimination stating:

(4) No discrimination shall be made on the ground of gender with regard to remuneration and social security for the same work.

(5) All offspring shall have the equal right to the ancestral property without discrimination on the ground of gender.

These provisions on paper form a robust framework for equality. But the deeper question remains: Are they honoured in practice, or are they simply constitutional aspirations still out of reach for many Nepalis?

2. Is Equality Only on Paper?

Despite the lofty promises of Article 18, Nepal continues to grapple with structural inequalities that prevent its citizens from enjoying real equality before the law. These constitutional guarantees are often undercut by the lived reality of systemic bias, social discrimination, and uneven access to justice.

The Constitution also upholds the Right to Justice under Article 20, which guarantees:

“Every person shall have the right to a fair trial by an independent, impartial and competent court…”

Yet, elites accused of corruption or abuse of power often receive lenient treatment—or see cases against them delayed indefinitely or dismissed. Meanwhile, ordinary citizens endure prolonged trials and harsher punishments even for minor violation or dissent.

This selective application of justice creates a double standard: one law, two treatments.

2.2 Discrimination and Unequal Access

Even though Article 24 criminalizes caste-based discrimination and Article 18 bars prejudice based on identity or economic status, violations are still widespread.

Recent Findings

According to the Economic Survey 2081-82:

  • Dalits and disadvantaged communities continue to lag in education, employment, and political representation.
  • While human development indicators have improved overall (reaching 0.622), inequality persists across provinces. For instance:
    • Gandaki leads in economic growth (5.51%), while Sudurpashchim remains lowest (3.32%).
    • Local budgets and access to services are unevenly distributed, with underfunding common in backward and remote areas.

These disparities mean that geographic location and birth identity still largely determine one’s opportunities—a clear breach of Article 18(3).

2.3 Gender and Economic Inequality

Article 18(4) and (5) aim to eradicate gender-based inequality in pay and inheritance. Yet:

  • Women and gender minorities remain underrepresented in decision-making roles.
  • A wage gap persists in many sectors.
  • Marginalized groups have limited access to land ownership, formal banking, and education—despite state-backed affirmative policies.

2.4 Public Perception and Trust Deficit

The 16th Plan of Nepal underscores “inclusive development,” but does not shy away from admitting that trust in public institutions has eroded due to inequality, corruption, and lack of responsiveness.

When citizens do not feel protected by the law or adequately represented in governance, the very legitimacy of the constitutional state is called into question.

3. Why Inequality Persists Despite the Constitution

Nepal’s Constitution boldly enshrines the ideals of equality (Article 18) and justice (Article 20), but these promises often fail to materialize in the lived experiences of many citizens. Why? The persistence of inequality in Nepal can be traced to a combination of historical exclusion, weak institutions, and socio-political inertia.

3.1 Historical and Cultural Legacy

Nepal’s social fabric has long been shaped by entrenched hierarchies—most notably caste, ethnicity, and patriarchy. Though untouchability is criminalized under Article 24, many Dalits and Janajatis still face discrimination in daily life, from public spaces to religious institutions. The state itself historically favoured the Khas-Arya male elite, creating structural inequality in education, employment, and political access.

3.2 Weak Implementation of Progressive Laws

Nepal has one of the most progressive constitutions in South Asia, yet implementation lags behind:

  • Police and local authorities often fail to register complaints of discrimination or violence, especially when victims belong to marginalized groups.
  • Judiciary remains under-resourced and male-dominated, with only 3% women in judicial positions (Economic Survey 2081-82).
  • Many local governments still lack capacity or willingness to enforce inclusion measures.

3.3 Skewed Economic Structure

Economic power remains concentrated among dominant groups:

  • Dalits, Muslims, and gender minorities are overrepresented in informal, low-paying, and insecure work.
  • Access to land, credit, and formal employment remains heavily skewed.
  • While poverty rates have declined nationally, multidimensional poverty remains high in Karnali (39.5%) and Madhesh (16th Plan), reflecting deeply rooted economic exclusion.

3.4 Structural Barriers in Education and Representation

  • Disparities in school infrastructure, teacher quality, and language of instruction disproportionately affect Dalit, Madhesi, and rural students.
  • Despite constitutional quotas, marginalized communities remain underrepresented in key decision-making roles, particularly in the bureaucracy and judiciary.
  • Symbolic representation has often replaced meaningful power-sharing, resulting in tokenism rather than transformation.

3.5 Political Tokenism and Elite Capture

  • Political parties routinely use identity-based candidates to attract votes, but rarely empower them to challenge entrenched systems.
  • Inclusion measures are often co-opted by elites of marginalized groups, who benefit personally but fail to advance their communities’ interests.
  • Affirmative action lacks proper monitoring, data, and enforcement, allowing loopholes and misuse.

3.6 Planning Without Accountability

Even national development plans recognize the gap between vision and reality:

“There is a lack of disaggregated and reliable data for effective targeting,”
16th Plan, Government of Nepal

This means policies are often misdirected or fail to reach those who need them most. Coordination between federal, provincial, and local governments also remains weak, limiting impact on ground.

4. The Unfinished Revolution

Today, on the Day of the Elimination of Caste Discrimination and Untouchability, Nepal must reflect honestly. The war may be over, but the revolution is unfinished. If the state cannot deliver on its promise of equality and justice, the credibility of the entire constitutional framework risks being hollowed out.

Equality before the law should not depend on wealth, power, or identity. It must be lived reality—not just constitutional poetry.

5. A Call for Constitutional Realization

The gap between constitutional ideals and social reality is stark. When equality before law becomes a privilege rather than a right, and justice is contingent upon status, the foundation of democracy is eroded. Upholding Articles 18 and 20 requires not only legal reforms but structural change, public accountability, and genuine political will.

Nepal must move beyond symbolic guarantees to substantive equality and justice—only then can it truly call itself a republic of the people.

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Monetizing Websites in Nepal: Resolving the Hurdles in 2025

Problems with WordPress Blogs

From the time I began blogging, many people advised me,

“You should be monetizing it.”

I avoided the thought for long because I wanted to enjoy writing as a hobby, not as a job. Also, the Blogging 101 Camp at WordPress inspired me not to place ads on my site. But as I said previously, WordPress itself showed ads and didn’t give authors anything in return unless they upgraded.

“That’s hypocritical,” I thought,

So, I looked for ways to monetize my blog site. It led me to:

WordAds

WordAds is program within WordPress which pays owners for the advertisements their website displays. But here a catch: sites ending with the domain wordpress.com are excluded. As long as my web address was storiesofsandeept.wordpress.com, WordPress would not give me anything. And as I said, upgrading is neither easy nor cheap.

The knowledge that I could not run WordAds made me try:

AdSense

A program from Google, AdSense works for any website that conform to their terms and conditions. So, I added storiesofsandeept.wordpress.com on AdSense hoping it would be accepted. But it didn’t. Turns out, you don’t own domains under wordpress.com like mine—WordPress does. That’s why AdSense cannot authorize your ownership, and you can’t monetize.

This is also what led me to:

Buying a .com domain and hosting it elsewhere

Paying for a .com domain meant that I owned the site and could run it the way I liked. At least that’s what I initially thought.

Like I said before, I went back to WordPress for its familiar environment and ease of use. I also hoped I could use WordAds. I could but I needed Stripe. And Stripe didn’t work in Nepal!

Of course, there are workarounds, but if you legally want to use Stripe in Nepal, it’s not possible at all. Lack of Stripe means that Nepali content creators lose a lot of opportunities to earn not only from WordPress, but also from Medium or publishing on Vocal Media.

And yet, our leaders talk about earning lakhs online — ahem!

Turning back to AdSense

AdSense was the last resort for my hopes of monetizing. The best thing was it didn’t need Stripe. But it’s not easy to meet its terms and conditions.

Regular Publishing

One of the criteria AdSense has set is regular publishing. The more recent the better. But you must have:

Meaningful Content

It’s not enough to publish. It should be meaningful, and you can’t include sensitive content. I was confident I would be accepted for monetization, but came another hindrance.

Language

There is only a handful languages you can monetize with AdSense. And it does not include Nepali. Oblivious to this fact, I had been writing mostly in Nepali since last two years, and even before I bought the domain, I had published a 5500+ word short story in its entirety. Sidebars showing the most recent posts and comments also featured Nepali.

Changing the Page Layout

  • Image showing desktop view of a website

It was the only option left. I modified Homepage for one-click access to other pages, removed sidebars on pages other than the Blog page and posts. Then when I applied for AdSense:

I finally got approved!

But challenges still remain. I haven’t written in Nepali for some time, and I am feeling a bit restricted. Earning from AdSense is not easy. Too much ads, readers get distracted. Too little ads, lower clicks and thus, lower revenue. For now, I am looking to optimize ads such that I can earn something without spoiling reader experience.

Final Thoughts

Monetizing from Nepal takes extra steps, but it’s possible. If you’re starting out, I hope this post helps you avoid a few of the headaches I went through.

Site Update

Site Update#2: Page Tweaks and New Footer Widgets

1. Page Tweaks

If you noticed (I hope you did), I made a few changes to how the pages dedicated to specific topics look.

  • Columns in Page Editor
  • Columns in Page
  • List in Editor
  • List in Page

Last week, I had organised the posts displayed on the pages into three columns, incorporating featured images and excerpts. While this layout appeared satisfactory in the Editor (Slideshow 1), it resulted in unexpected shifts when viewed on the live page (Slideshow 2).

Experimenting with the number of columns and the excerpt length, I discovered that the primary issue stemmed from the inconsistent dimensions of the featured images. While I considered removing the featured images to address this problem, it ultimately rendered the site rather unappealing. Therefore, I decided to retain the images for a more engaging visual experience.

After reviewing the layout options, I opted for the List view. I examined each layout in the Editor (Slideshow 3) and on the live page (Slideshow 4). Ultimately, I determined that the List view offers a more favourable presentation. While there may still be some discrepancies in spacing between posts and an increased need for vertical scrolling, this option significantly improves upon the column view.

2. New Widgets

New widgets have been integrated into the footer, now featuring four distinct sections that link to essential pages: Privacy Policy, Contact Us, Cookie Policy (EU), and the promotional page for Babal Host.

  • sidebar widget which promotes Babal Host

The footer widgets appear as intended on the desktop version (Slideshow 2.1), but they display in a staggered manner on mobile devices (Slideshow 2.2). This layout seems less than ideal. I would appreciate your feedback on whether you find this arrangement unappealing. Additionally, I welcome any recommendations regarding the optimal placement of the footer widgets. Please note that the sidebar now features a new Babal Host widget (Slideshow 2.3).

3. Fewer Ads

In response to feedback regarding the excessive number of ads on our website, I have made adjustments to AdSense settings. This includes the exclusion of ads from the policy and contact pages as well as different sections of other pages. I hope reducing the number of advertisements will enhance your overall experience on the site.

4. Table of Contents

A few posts, including this one, now feature a table of contents. You’ll find it easier to jump to sections of your interest without going through all of the post, making it more navigable and interactive.

A book cover showing a head of a pig with the words Lord of the Flies

Lord of the Flies: Plot, Themes, and Symbolism

I. Overview

Lord of the Flies (1954), penned by William Golding, is a dystopian novel set around a group of British schoolboys stranded on a deserted island after a plane crash. Initially attempting to form a civil society with rules and leadership, the boys gradually descend into savagery. What starts as an adventure devolves into a brutal struggle for power, revealing the fragility of civilisation and the primal instincts lurking beneath human nature.

II. Inspiration

Lord of the Flies is a satire of The Coral Island, an 1857 juvenile novel written by R.M. Ballantyne about three shipwreck survivors preaching Christianity and expanding British colonialism. Golding, a teacher of philosophy and a World War II veteran, believed that Ballantyne’s work was unrealistic. His own experience in war convinced him that human beings are capable of horrific cruelty, especially in the absence of societal restraint. He then wrote a novel about boys behaving like boys—not like heroes—and how, in the absence of adults, they soon turn barbaric.

III. Rejections and Publication

The original manuscript of Lord of the Flies, titled Strangers from Within was darker and more explicit because of which it received multiple rejections. It wasn’t until editor Charles Monteith at Faber and Faber saw its potential—suggesting key edits that Golding accepted—that the novel was finally published in 1954.

IV. Plot

The novel opens with two British boys—Ralph, fair-haired and confident, and Piggy, an overweight, asthmatic boy whose real name is never revealed—who survive a plane crash on a deserted island. While exploring, they discover a conch shell. Ralph blows into it, summoning other survivors: British schoolboys ranging from six to twelve years old.

Among the new arrivals are Jack, a red-haired choir leader with a fierce temperament, and Simon, a gentle, introspective boy. The group elects Ralph as their leader, valuing his charisma and initiative, while Jack is put in charge of the hunting party. At first, life on the island seems adventurous. The boys forage for fruit, explore the terrain, and attempt to organize themselves. They imagine they’re living out a Treasure Island or Coral Island fantasy.

However, cracks begin to show early on. A young boy disappears during a massive forest fire sparked by the boys’ recklessness. Fear begins to take hold—especially when the younger children, dubbed “littluns,” claim to have seen a terrifying “beast” on the island. This fear spreads among the older boys (“biguns”) and begins to unravel their fragile order.

As Jack grows more obsessed with hunting and power, he challenges Ralph’s authority, eventually leading a violent split. Simon, who discovers that the “beast” is not real but a projection of their own fear, is mistaken for the monster and brutally killed in a frenzied ritual. His death marks a point of no return.

The group rapidly descends into savagery. Jack’s faction, now fully tribal and warlike, turns on Ralph and his few remaining allies. Civilization collapses, replaced by chaos, fear, and bloodlust.

V. Themes and Interpretations

1. Civilization vs. Savagery

At the heart of the novel lies the tension between the desire to maintain order and the lure of barbarism. Ralph, symbolizing democratic leadership and order, is set against Jack, who represents primal instinct and autocratic rule. The descent of Jack and his hunters into savagery—marked by the boys’ painted faces, chants, and ritualistic violence—reflects Golding’s pessimistic view of human nature: that without the structures of society, humans revert to cruelty.

2. The Loss of Innocence

The novel critiques the romantic notion of childhood innocence. Golding shows that children are not untouched by the darkness within. The murder of Simon, a humanist figure, is particularly jarring, as it implicates even the most seemingly innocent in violence and hysteria.

3. Innate Human Evil

Golding’s message aligns with the Hobbesian view of man that human beings are inherently selfish and brutal. The Lord of the Flies (a pig’s head on a stick, and a literal translation of Beelzebub) becomes a chilling symbol of this evil. It’s not the island or external threats that doom the boys—it is themselves.

VI. Characters as Allegories

Golding establishes his characters not just as young boys but as allegories to different ideas, which are discussed below.

1. Ralph:

A symbol for order, rationality, and merciful leadership. He embodies British ideals, most prominently—democracy.

2. Jack:

Jack is the antithesis of Ralph. He represents anarchy, hunger for power, and savagery. He is a primal archetype, also showing the signs of a fascist.

3. Piggy:

An allegory for intellect, reason, and science. However, his weak physicality and social awkwardness is symbolic of the marginalisation of rational thought in society.

4. Simon:

A representation of spiritual insight and morality. Simon is a martyr figure who sees the truth, but nobody understands him and is even destroyed for it.

5. Roger:

He is the sadist with an unrestrained cruelty for its own sake. Roger is an embodiment of evil unchecked by conscience or society.

Despite these allegories, except for Roger, Golding avoids simple binaries of good or evil. Except for Roger, the boys operate in grey zones, making the descent more believable and disturbing.

VII. Symbolism

Apart from the characters, objects also act as symbols in the novel. Some of these are:

1. The Conch Shell:

A symbol for authority, law, and freedom of speech. When it shatters, all semblance of order dies with it.

2. Piggy’s Glasses:

Piggy’s glasses symbolize clarity of vision—both literally and metaphorically—as well as scientific reasoning Their damage parallels the breakdown of rationality.

3. The Beast:

A projection of the boys’ inner fears, the beast evolves from a vague fear into a divine figure of worship, suggesting how fear fuels fanaticism.

4. The Lord of the Flies:

The novel’s most potent symbol of evil. It “speaks” to Simon, revealing that the beast is within each of them.

VIII. Narrative Structure and Style

Golding’s prose is both stark and poetic, using a third-person omniscient narrator who gives access to the boys’ shifting perspectives. The tone grows increasingly foreboding, mirroring the boys’ descent into savagery. The structure follows a classical arc—rising tension, climax (Simon’s death), and tragic resolution (rescue)—which paradoxically offers no relief.

The ending is bitterly ironic: the naval officer represents a “civilized” world engaged in war, suggesting that the savagery on the island mirrors global conflicts like WWII or the Cold War. This final note undercuts any hope for salvation and implicates all humanity in the boys’ descent.

IX. Cultural and Literary Significance

Since its publication, Lord of the Flies has become a cornerstone for literature of the 20th-century. It is one of the most taught and debated books. As a counter-narrative to books like The Coral Island, it exposes the flaws in British imperialism and myths of Western moral superiority. Its allegorical depth invites analysis through psychoanalytic, political, and theological lenses.

However, later readers and scholars have criticised the novel for it features only British boys and largely avoids confronting racial or gender diversity, presenting “human nature” through a narrow lens. Such critiques have opened discussions on how universal the message of Lord of the Flies truly is.

X. Conclusion

Lord of the Flies is a harrowing exploration of humanity’s dual capacities for civilization and savagery. William Golding’s bleak allegory challenges the myth of progress and innocence, suggesting that evil is not an external force but a part of human nature itself. Its power lies in its disturbing plausibility, stark symbols, and haunting prose.

Disturbing, profound, and unforgettable, Lord of the Flies remains a mirror to the darkest parts of our collective soul.

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Freedom in Nepal: Constitutional Guarantees, Legal Limits, and the Danger of Silencing Dissent

Constitution Study #6: How Free Are We?

Freedom—a term we instinctively link with democracy. We think of freedom in Nepal as the right to speak, to question, to move, to protest, and to live with dignity within its territory. Article 17 of the Constitution of Nepal boldly declares this right for every citizen. And yet, in the lived experience of many Nepalis, freedom feels conditional, fragile, and at times, dangerous.

So, what does the Constitution really say about freedom? Where does it draw the line? And how can the very right meant to empower citizens be used to suppress dissent?

What Does Article 17 Say?

Article 17 of the Constitution enshrines the Right to Freedom under six broad categories:

  1. Freedom of opinion and expression
  2. Freedom to assemble peacefully
  3. Freedom to form political parties
  4. Freedom to form unions and associations
  5. Freedom to move and reside anywhere in Nepal
  6. Freedom to practice any profession or business

At first glance, this seems an expansive and a robust shield for democracy. But behind this promise lie several restrictions, some of which are reasonable and others, potentially oppressive.

The Catch: “Reasonable Restrictions”

Each of these freedoms comes with legal qualifiers. The Constitution allows laws to curtail freedoms to protect:

  • Sovereignty, territorial integrity, and national independence
  • Public morality and decency
  • Harmonious relations between communities
  • Security, law and order
  • National secrecy and integrity
  • Reputation, judicial authority, and professional standards

On paper, these restrictions aim to prevent chaos. In reality, they can, and have been, used to silence criticism and criminalize dissent. Let’s explore these restrictions in practice.

Nepal’s Constitution establishes constitutional sovereignty, where power flows through constitutional institutions, not directly from the people. Article 2 declares that sovereignty lies with the people, but only as exercised through the Constitution. (See my earlier article: Can Nepal Restore Monarchy?)

Here’s the paradox:

  • Popular sovereignty suggests the people can question, challenge, and even revise the system.
  • But constitutional sovereignty sets limits — including on what people may say or do in the name of reform.

This tension becomes visible when:

  • Protesters are arrested for demanding structural change.
  • Critics are charged with contempt for questioning judicial decisions. In Chapter 6 of the book, Information Liberation, Brian Martin explains how defamation laws can curtail free speech.
  • Political parties are threatened with bans for pushing ideas seen as “anti-sovereign.”

The question is: Who defines sovereignty — and in whose interest?

Freedom and the Fear of Dissent

Over the years, we’ve seen numerous cases, in Nepal as well as around the globe, where government has used vague terms like “morality,” “nationality,” and “sovereignty” to stifle dissent.

In these cases, freedom seems to protect the powerful, not a sword for justice.

Why This Matters

As citizens, we must ask:

  • Who defines “morality” and “national interest”?
  • Are the laws protecting people, or protecting power?
  • Is the Constitution a living reflection of the people’s will, or a mechanism to control it?

Freedom cannot flourish in a society where criticism is feared, and where laws are used as weapons to silence those without power.

Exercising Freedom Responsibly

Freedom is not just a right — it’s a responsibility. We must exercise it with:

  • Respect for others’ rights
  • Honesty and courage
  • Awareness of consequences

But responsibility does not mean silence. True responsibility means using your voice to speak for truth, justice, and the dignity of all — even when it’s uncomfortable.

Final Reflection

The Right to Freedom in Nepal is both a constitutional guarantee and a battleground. We must defend it, not just on paper, but in practice — through protest, art, speech, storytelling, and solidarity.

Definitions of betrayal and treason raise urgent questions. Is it treason to question authority, or is it more treacherous to quietly erode the sovereignty of the people through corruption, abuse of power, and fear?

“To question your nation is not to betray it. To silence those questions is.”

For us to truly thrive, we must embrace the idea that sovereignty belongs to the people, not to political elites, not to closed institutions. It’s time we rise together to make that truth real, with our words, our actions, and our unwavering courage.

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How I Built My Website

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On the morning of May 10, 2025, as I was looking at the stats of my popular posts on my wordpress.com blog site, a thought struck me. Why didn’t I monetize my writing? After all, I had commenced blogging in 2015. I would have been able to keep a side income.

For the last ten years, I had opposed earning through ads. But WordPress had other ideas. It was showing ads to readers, and I had no control over them. Nor could I earn anything. I had to gain control. I had tried linking my blog to AdSense previously, but it had not worked. Weighing a few options, I decided that a .com website would be more lucrative. But I needed a host.

1. Choosing the Hosting Platform

I looked for hosting options. Because I was comfortable with the WordPress ecosystem, it was the basic requirement for my hosting site. Moreover, it offered flexibility, ownership, and a wide ecosystem of themes and plugins, which allowed me to customize the experience without getting too deep into complex coding.

Hosting a website on WordPress itself was the first alternative, but to upgrade from storiesofsandeept.wordpress.com to storiesofsandeept.com, I had to pay €96 for the first year. There were also costs involved. So, it would be too expensive in the long run.

Then I looked for other hosts like Bluehost and Hostinger. The latter seemed affordable, but limits set by the Nepal Rashtra Bank (NRB) did not let me complete the payment. Feeling a bit furious, I searched hosts from Nepal. I compared a few options like Babal Host, Himalaya Host, and Prabhu Host, and finally settled with the WordPress Pro package of Babal Host, which cost around Rs. 13,600 for the first three years and one website with .com domain was free for a year. So, right now this WordPress site is hosted on a StableHost server provided by Babal Host.

2. The Idea and Vision

My idea of blogging has always been to publish my experiences, stories, poems, and reviews in a single platform. I have made social and political commentaries, published stories and poems I have wanted to tell, and shared my emotions and vulnerabilities. I promise to keep up with these core ideas.

3. Theme and Design Choices

I have been using the Lovecraft theme by Anders Norén from the beginning of my blogging journey because of its simple design and smooth loading on mobile devices. I have continued with the same theme for the new site as well.

At first, I went with the original look the theme offered. Some of my friends suggested that the blogs were less navigable and a separate homepage would be better. Moreover, the presence of Nepali language made the website ineligible for the Google AdSense program. How did I get over it? I will share it next week.

The homepage and other pages were constructed using the WordPress Block Editor. The blog page has the theme’s default appearance. I played around with the Group and Stack blocks to fix layout issues, including an early problem where there was too much space between the title and the body content. Switching from “Group” to “Stack” helped streamline the layout and eliminate awkward spacing.

The homepage is more navigable, and you can land into page of your choice with a single click. I also removed a loading GIF that was slowing the page down and optimized the “Subscribe” box to make it more readable and intuitive. Over the past few weeks, I’ve been working to shape Stories of Sandeept into more than just a blog. It’s becoming a full-fledged website—with curated pages for reflection, storytelling, and thoughtful engagement.

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4. Content Strategy and Weekly Schedule

To ensure consistency and variety, I decided on a weekly content calendar:

  • Monday: Site Updates and Opinion Pieces
  • Tuesday: How-Tos and Tips
  • Wednesday: Constitution Study
  • Thursday: Fiction and Poetry
  • Friday: Book, Movie, or Music Reviews

This structure allows readers to know what to expect and also gives me a rhythm for creating diverse content.

5. Search and Subscribe

The search function was added using the native WordPress <!-- wp:search /--> block. For subscription, I’m still experimenting with plugins and custom forms. The idea is to have a simple, effective way for interested readers to get notified whenever something new goes live. For now, you can subscribe with your email, but may have to confirm the subscription from your inbox.

6. Ads and Analytics

As part of the monetization and sustainability plan, I’ve implemented Google AdSense. To meet their criteria:

  • I ensured all pages had substantial original content in English.
  • The Privacy Policy and Cookie Policy were drafted and published.
  • I used URL inspection via Google Search Console to make sure the pages were crawled and indexed correctly.

I will be sharing details about my experience with setting up AdSense next week.

7. Security and User Monitoring

Given recent suspicious login attempts (some even originating from Canada and the US), I installed WP Armour and similar plugins to enhance login protection and user verification. It seems to be developed by a Nepali developer, which felt like a nice local touch.

8. Language and Audience

Most pages are in English, although some categories and tags still carry Nepali labels, reflecting the site’s bilingual roots. I’m keeping an eye on how this mix influences indexing and readability, especially in AdSense and search visibility.

9. Final Thoughts

Setting up this website wasn’t just about technical know-how. In fact, I have very little knowledge of HTML I studied in my school fifteen years ago and unused since. Finding the right balance between form and function, between aesthetics and purpose was the right thing to do. ChatGPT has become a wonderful companion during this journey. From comparing hosting options to formatting blocks, I have used it to improve my website.

As I continue to write, design, and connect with readers, I hope Stories of Sandeept evolves into a meaningful platform for thoughtful voices.

Feel free to explore, read, and share your thoughts. And if you haven’t subscribed yet—do give that button a click!

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Site Update#1: A New Phase for Stories of Sandeept

Over the past few weeks, Stories of Sandeept has gone through a quiet transformation—and today, we’re excited to share those changes with you.

Whether you’ve been here for the poetry, the fiction, the Constitution Study series, or the occasional personal blog, we want your visit to be smoother, smarter, and more rewarding.

What’s New?

1. A Fresh Homepage

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The homepage now welcomes you with clarity and purpose. From there, you can dive into:

  • Our latest blog posts
  • Curated fiction and poetry
  • The ongoing Constitution Study series
  • Links to explore content in both English and Nepali — Coming soon

It’s our small attempt to organize chaos—and honor curiosity.

2. Weekly Posting Schedule

We’ve now committed to a weekly publishing schedule. You can find the full schedule on the homepage, but here’s a quick look:

  • Monday: Site Updates & Opinion Pieces
  • Tuesday: How-Tos & Tutorials
  • Wednesday: Constitution Study
  • Thursday: Fiction or Poetry
  • Friday: Reviews (Books, Films, Music)

We hope this helps you follow the content you care about—and explore new things along the way.

3. Smarter Sidebars

We’ve added sidebars to highlight:

Your attention is precious. We want to make every click worthwhile.

4. Ads and Transparency

Yes, you may start noticing a few ads across the site. We’ve joined the Google AdSense program so that the site can be sustained and improved with time.

We’re still trying to figure out how AdSense works. Please Contact us immediately if you find:

  • Intrusive ads
  • Clickbaits
  • Ads with adult themes or betting

We will try to resolve the issue as soon as possible and improve your experience.

To remain transparent and respectful of your rights, we’ve published our updated:

These pages outline what we collect (very little), how we use it (safely), and your options (always in control).


We’re Just Getting Started

Stories of Sandeept has always been a passion project. Now, it’s also a learning project—a place to write, reflect, and slowly build something meaningful.

Thank you for reading, subscribing, and sharing.

– Sandeept

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